Seriously, i need a new girlfriend, or a hobby, or something to keep me out of my house. In the last 3 days i accomplished half GTA IV achievements, and i don’t even have Xbox Live!
I mean, since i broke up with Andrea (my neighbor) i just stay in my house every afternoon playing video games. I’m not sad or anything because we are done, i don’t have any other feelings for her; its just that i don’t have anything else to do, i cant hang out with my friends because of our different school schedules, and lately my family its really busy so i cant hang out with them neither…
So i need a new girlfriend, it would be best if she is not on my same high school, because then i would have the same problem i have with my friends; but if she is i don’t mind, i just need some one to keep my busy. I know what you must be thinking “In the last post you said you were in love with someone!” well, yes i am, but i don’t think i will be able to fulfill that love, i mean, she is way out of my league. We talk, and i believe we are friends and stuff but she doesn’t seem to be actually interested in me for more than a friendship, so there is a hell of a long way before i can even get to be close to her.
Also, i have been doubting that I’m actually in love with her. I mean, i met her some time ago, and since then i have this crush for her, but i don’t think i will actually get anywhere if we were to get together. I’m just saying, I’m not gonna loose my chance of real love for a crush i have on this girl. And I’m on a process to get over her, so, i really don’t want to be speaking about it.
My love life in general, well, it is not as active as i think sometimes, I’ve had lots of flings and stuff, but few serious things, i mean, in my opinion, i have had only three serious relationships, which i will now mention for the sake of updating this blog:
The first one was some years back from now: her name, if my memory doesn’t fail me, was Esperanza (“Hope”, nice name, right?), i believe she was my first love, she was a lovely blond (not the stupid kind) she had beautiful blue eyes and a milky like skin (which was pretty weird since she was Mexican). We met, we liked each other and you know how it goes; so it was good while it last, and the best of it was that i didn’t have to go through that first break up thing, because we never broke up, at the end of one semester i went to a new school and she went to Argentina or something, the sad part: we never got a chance to say goodbye, but that’s better than breaking up i think.
The second one, was Amanda she was a brunette i met over a friends house, she was really pretty, she had maroon eyes, pretty delicious lips, and over all, she had really big boobs (seriously). We dated for over 2 years, then she went on some kind of trip with her parents to come back and tell me that she turned out to be lesbian. I’m serious here, but, i really kind of knew somehow, when we made out, she wasn’t really turn on sometimes. She apologized (why i do not know) and we both moved on, we are still friends but we don’t hang out too much, its plain weird.
So, my lack of luck appeared, i was doomed from that day on to choose terrible couples, and i mean that, since i dated her, i haven’t dated a normal chick ever again, i didn’t date any lesbians again though, but they were all weird in different ways, all of them, but i have come to terms with this, and i accept it, also the weird ones turn to be kinkier. ^^
Now for the last one, its Andrea, my previously mentioned neighbor, we broke up about 3 months now, but back in the day we met, everything was perfect. She is another brunette, kind gray eyes, with a beautiful permanently tanned skin. She was perfect, she was funny, kind, intelligent, what else can you ask of a woman? well, you could ask her not to cheat on you. That’s why we broke up, i guess we weren’t meant for each other, i took me some time to get over her, but now I’m done with it.
Oh, and you may wonder how was she weird, as i said they all were. Well, Andrea had a little thing that was pretty pretty weird for me: she liked to do it in public, we never stayed at home, she always wanted to go to a crowded place and make out like there was no tomorrow, and so we did, it was funny and creepy at the same time.
Well, those were my angels, a blond and two brunettes (i know the originals were a blond, a brunette and a redhead, but guess what, my name isn’t Charlie!).
Now I’m looking for a fourth one, but i hope she last for ever. So I’m in the search for my final sweetheart.
Well i guess that’s a long enough post for today, next post is about friends i guess.
See you soon people. Peace Out.
Ar.
