“-I’m gonna make this a really sentimental blog now, i promised myself not to do that but, you know what, fuck it.. This is going to get gay as shit, so if you were a constant reader and you hated my mushy posts gtfo now…-” I’m not really sure where i read that, i know that it was on some stupid emo blog, but i think it may fit the situation.. Its been some time, but im gonna start writing again… Sadly its not going to be what i used to write, I’m gonna go personal again, I’m sorry for the people who doesn’t like that, but that’s how its going to be now..

That being said… Lets do it…

Lets begin by saying that i used to have an incredibly boring life, i had a terrible monotonous routine every day, making each day the same, there were no remarkable aspects and i really hated it, but i wasn’t brave enough to just change it… But in the last few months my life kind of got upside down, i mean, from living an empty meaningless life, i am now enjoying it like i never have, and for the first time in my life I’m not completely apathetic to everything that surrounds me… (kindof, its not like I’m a totally different person, but, that did happen, but I still don’t really care about anything)

Why? all that change…. How did it happen? I’m still not sure, but it just did… I met new people, i made new friends, my girlfriend broke up with me, I went on trips, I did stuff i hadn’t done before, I fought with other friends, I made up with them again, all my geeky friends got girlfriends, I met some of them, I realised that I wasn’t in love with someone I thought I was in love with, I returned to /b/, I became a fan of 4chan, I stopped playing online games, I significantly diminished my console gaming too, I started watching new tv shows, I saw movies I didn’t want to see before, I tried to learn how to dance, I failed, I realised that there is much more important stuff than my grades at school, I still try to get good ones, I still fail at that too, I finally made up my mind about my future, I still don’t care about it, I got new expectations, I started looking up to different people, I started role playing, I started helping other people with their love lives, I think I was useful most of the time, I did something with my hair, I got new clothes, I changed my style, I stopped writing in my blog……………. And all of that, in just months….

Looking back i kindof understand how it happened, i changed my attitude, i acted different towards some stuff… And that changed my life completely…

You may ask yourself why am i writing on the blog again, basically, because i need to do so… So much stuff has happened and i need to vent out.. And i will do it here, most of the people that knows me doesn’t know that is me who writes this blog, and most of the people that reads this doesn’t know who i am..

So.. Hey guys… Fuck you all, I’m back…

Ar.